So guys I am still ill but I feel much better. As I told you before I drink diet shakes and I will do this for 14 days and I will weigh myself after this 14 days. I think it's a good idea, because otherwise I will be to obsessed with the number on the scale – that is just to much pressure.
The last days I thought about the reason why I want to be thin. I guess there are a lot of reason. To be honest I'm not just doing it for myself, I'm also doing this to prove everybody that they were wrong. They were wrong when they told me I'm to fat, to ugly... And when the day comes when they see their wrongs I will be successful and satisfied.
One thing that makes me happy is thinking about the things I want to wear when I'm skinny. This may sounds stupid, but I love thinking about spring and summer and about about the skinny jeans with a basic tees, about the partynights with the tight dresses, I even think about my gym outfit :D ...I know pathetic, right?
...such a thinspo
I don't think that's pathetic at all. Clothes inspire me to lose the weight as well. I feel like I would look so much better in clothes if I were skinny.
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Dainty
I constantly think about clothes I could wear... Then I remember I have no money and need a job, haha.
AntwortenLöschenI like looking at name brand clothes brands online because all the models wearing the clothes are stick thin. They REALLY inspire me(:
Keep it up<3
I also look at online shops :)this models are so inspiring...
LöschenThank you so much : )
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