Day 6

I'm losing slowly, but it's okay. I won't stop before I reach my ugw :)

I love the feeling you get after a good work out, you feel positive and strong and this is the best way to stay motivated during the day. Today I burned like 500cals, I have to burn more...

Stay strong ladies <3

It's already day 5!

Can't believe I almost handled a week without binges...Yay me :D

Today I was in the gym and I did zumba for the first time. I don't like it. That's not for me but at least I burned some cals, right?

On Monday I will go back to my own place. This means I have to study the whole time, but I will make sure that I have enough time to work out. The good thing is that while I'm in the library I don't eat for hours than I go to the canteen and just eat some salad and soup - I don't like to eat junk food in front of other people.

Here some thinspo <3

Day 4

I went to the gym today and burned 400cals - this isn't much, but a good start.
I love going to the gym in the morning cause it gives you a good mood for the day and you don't want to binge because you already exercised.

Tomorrow will be a great day. I will hit the gym in the morning and in the afternoon I will go to another gym with a friend.

...I love collar bones and I love the fact that I have collar bones even when I'm fat :D

Day 3

Day 3 again..

My diet is going good. The good thing is that my mom joined in, so we kind of doing this together. That's really great, but the problem is that I'm not drinking my shakes, because my mom makes healthy food and I want to support her. However I will drink my shakes tomorrow cause I will hit the gym and burn a lot of cals :)

hope everybody is doing good :)

...she is so pretty it's unbelievable

Day 2

Great day so far.

On Monday I have to weigh 64kg - 141ibs. After that I have 10 weeks to lose 9kg - 20ibs, I think it's realizable.

Time for some thinspiration :)

Day 1 ?!

I guess I'm a total idiot, but I restart this again. Gosh, I know this restart thing is just like another lame excuse for my fail. I don't know why I'm such a loser, I failed again...

But screw it!!!

It's a new day, a new chance and I'm sure this time I will be successful, I have to be successful. To reach my ugw I have to start now otherwise it's to late. I need to reach it in early May, so I have like 10 weeks to work my ass off.

stay stronger than me <3

...gorgeous

Day 3

feeling much better and my motivation is coming back :)

...love love loveeee that picture

Day 1 - again :D

So guys I am still ill but I feel much better. As I told you before I drink diet shakes and I will do this for 14 days and I will weigh myself after this 14 days. I think it's a good idea, because otherwise I will be to obsessed with the number on the scale – that is just to much pressure.

The last days I thought about the reason why I want to be thin. I guess there are a lot of reason. To be honest I'm not just doing it for myself, I'm also doing this to prove everybody that they were wrong. They were wrong when they told me I'm to fat, to ugly... And when the day comes when they see their wrongs I will be successful and satisfied.

One thing that makes me happy is thinking about the things I want to wear when I'm skinny. This may sounds stupid, but I love thinking about spring and summer and about about the skinny jeans with a basic tees, about the partynights with the tight dresses, I even think about my gym outfit :D ...I know pathetic, right? 

...such a thinspo

Hate being sick -.-

FUCK this. I really hate being ill, for me it's like the biggest obstacle while I'm on a diet. My mom forces me to eat plus I have to be in my bed all the time...

But I promise I will restart tomorrow. So tomorrow will be day 1 again.

...can I look like her please?!

Day 2

scale: 66.7kg - 147ibs


plus burned 400cal today.

hope everybody is doing good :) stay motivated

...summer is coming

Day 1

Hello my lovelies :)

It is the first day of my diet and I already burned 900cals - and it feels so good :)

Stats& goals:

height: 1.72m - 5.6ft

start weight: 68.1kg - 150.1ibs

first goal: 62kg - 136.7ibs

second goal: 59kg - 130ibs

third goal: 57kg - 125.7ibs

ultimate goal weight: 55kg - 121ibs

...I will update my weight daily and right now I am so motivated.

Let's try it a second time.

Hey to everyone :) This is going to be my journey to thinnes, my way to success

So let's start with me:

I'm 20 years old and a student and FAT

My plan:

-3 diet shakes per day

-going to the gym everyday (If I have time I will go twice)

-a lot of water

I know this is extrem. I will do it fot 14 days, after that I will slow it down a lil, but just a lil ;)

So I will start and post my stats and goals on Saturday.